Haha…I have been thinking about this blog all week! So…there I was, minding my own business (well, checking out my friends on Facebook) and this one friend kept posting stuff about this Master Key what??? Then she posts “final day to sign up”…well…I’m a Yellow…of course she has my attention now cause there is no way I can miss this chance for being a part of something! Right? I’m at the lake when this happens with very poor internet connection, so now I’m panicking. I simply can’t miss starting! I text my friend with all sorts of concerns and ask her if she thinks I should be part of this. Her very White personality answers calmly, that she couldn’t really answer that for me.
Well, those of you who know a yellow, know that the next day as soon as I have internet, I am working to try to sign up…from my cell phone of all places! I am thinking that this will be impossible if I can’t even figure out how to SIGN UP!! I text my friend again who reminds me to breathe…funny…LOL Exactly what I wasn’t doing!
OK…finally, signed up and hit “SUBMIT” just as the video tells me…ok…now what??? I’ll tell you what…I realized that this experience takes on a life of it’s own and this was probably one of the worst weeks in my world to start something new…but on the flip side, if not now, when?? And I have started to become a master at trying to find windows of time to put in the work I need to (I’m so glad Mark broke down the time we have in the week). As I type this, I’m in the parking lot of Starbucks (there is no seating inside due to Covid19) using the free wifi cause I have to have a step-child at an activity away from the house! I didn’t even buy my grande non-fat double shot cappuccino with a few shots of sugar-free vanilla syrup!! Yes…I am THAT girl!
Sitting for 15-30 minutes without moving….Did I mention I am a Yellow??? Mark! Please!! Have a heart!! Well, even that isn’t so bad. I like to practice Yoga occasionally so I figure its just another type of shavasana without the laying down. I was happy when we were told that we could let our thoughts wander. It’s been very interesting just sitting with my own thoughts. I come out with some brilliant ideas! Follow through should be fun.
I have to say, though, overall I am glad I have gone through this up to now. Even though I have felt like I am treading water or sometimes submerging for a bit, I can already feel that I am breathing better. My mind already feels more confident that I can make it to Week 2…And, oh ya, the DMP….sigh…totally needs work!!! LOL